"I dont know how to love him" by Sarah Brightman

I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed,
yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myselfI
seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man He's just a man
And I've had so manyMen before
In very many ways He's just one more
Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position?
I'm the oneWho's always been
So calm so cool
No lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Yet If he said he loved me
I'd be lost I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so